Wednesday 19 August 2015

define poly students.
 we are no longer secondary school kids. we 've grown up. we all matured up. why is it that you can't trust us ?  we are your kids. we are your blood. is it that hard to have some faith in us ? don't you know us well enough by now? I'm seventeen . you seen me grown since young. yes i accept the fact that i have changed. I'm not as obedient as i am in the past.. but did i ever rebel against you  ? did i do something to disgrace you ? did i break the law or did anything close to that ? no. i didn't and i won't. by now , you should have trust in me. i mean ,, come on lah. i know you are just concerned about my safety , but please really. i won't disappoint you anymore. why is it so hard for you to trust me. you seen my friends, you seen the worst there can be . but despite all those, did i pick up all the bad habits when I'm hanging out w them ?no right, I'm still the same me. just that i stayed out a tiny bit later. but i still goes home before 12pm .. unless I'm working. -.- yes i know for myself I'm not the same old me. but I'm trying my very best to get the old me back. even me myself miss her a lot. sometimes i even wonder what happened. did i grow up too fast or did i just left the old me back there . whadever the case may be, i am really trying my best to find her back ok. its just not gonna be easy,. because somewhere down the road, a better me is waiting to be found.